Grieving Over Relationships

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What am I doing? Why do I feel sorry for myself? I don’t want this to be a time of berating myself. I really want to figure this out. Why do I feel sorry for myself? What am I feeling? … Continue reading →

A Poem I Wrote Reflecting On A Text Conversation Today With My Ex-Girlfriend

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What Do I Know You text messaged me today I haven’t heard from you in months for a moment I thought you were jealous of my recent display of being with another woman. A woman who is just a friend. … Continue reading →

Just ME and My Story

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So I’ve started counseling. I’ve had 2 sessions so far. The last session was amazing. I made connections that I was clueless about. It’s weird. I feel silly for the things I’m realizing that I feel and holding onto. Its … Continue reading →

A Good Day

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The kids are with their mother tonight. She has them Wednesday nights. I like the break. I like the timing of the break as well. I get to spend hump days having quality time for myself. I’m actually about to … Continue reading →

Suspicions Of My Girlfriend Cheating On Me

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Sunday, June 27, 2010 (4:08 AM) I cant fall asleep. A side note from what I’m consumed with at the moment is that I am concerned why I am not consistent with journaling. Maybe having these types of daily rituals … Continue reading →

Accepting My Divorce

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(This is a venting session I had with the powers that be. I never finished writing because I fell asleep due to exhaustion. I had an emotional meltdown earlier in the day. I literally cried for at least a half an … Continue reading →